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Friday, July 18, 2008

The "What ifs" are Killing Me

The "what ifs" are driving me mad.  I can't seem to stop obsessing over them.  What if I get pregnant too soon after a miscarriage?  What if I get pregnant and have another miscarriage?  What if I get pregnant, get to my first trimester, and find out the fetus is going to be unhealthy?  What if I get pregnant and have the baby and can't manage my career and family at the same time?

And here's the most frightening one...what if I have no eggs left and that's why I haven't ovulated yet?

See?  Now they're driving YOU insane, too...by proxy.  

1 comment:

Liz said...

I am there all of the time! Oh those pesky "what if's"! Just hang in there and realize that everything is fine, your body will re-adjust itself at its own pace.